Soliloquy

It's the end of the school week. In the past, I would always like to go home as early as possible to feel your warmth embrace. In the past, I would always rush home just to see your ever summer smile..but now that you're gone..I feel nothing...

I feel a total stranger to myself. The one thing I love most was taken forcibly away from me and there seems to be nothing that can make me feel the same again..

I want to see that smile again...

I want to kiss those cute nose again...

I want to feel that loving stare again...

but that is just a 'want'..

There is no one to welcome me home anymore!No one to wake me up!No one!He is gone!Gone forever!

I feel no motivation. I feel ice cold. I feel numb. Tomorrow when I arrive, there's just....

my love, my one and only