Soliloquy

Have you ever thought, ever imagined actually for your dreams to be reality? When a dream comes true, they call it deja vu. When an event happen that you have seen happen in a dream you call it deja vu. Does it really exist? Do dreams come true? If it does, what then?

I have experienced them happening. Some of my dreams which had come true are quite contrite down to the last period. Some of them have differences. That's right. Sometimes I can see the future. Sometimes I can see the next event. As much as it do me good, I can't help but be afraid. I can't help but despair that one day, somewhere in the near future, my dreams would lead me to my death or worse, the death of a friend. I cherish those people around me. May it be a friend, a pet, a thing or whatever. As long as I know you need to be loved by me, I will always be.

Dreams can sometimes be beautiful and sometimes horrible.

Last Dec. 21 I had a dream connected directly to my loved ones. I felt helpless in that dream. I reached out but no one is reaching for me. No one seems to hear me. No one was there to comfort me. I felt alone. Abandoned, to be exact. In reality, I was just dreaming and I can't really breath. My voice was inaudible but I was finally freed from that nightmare. With a jolt, I ran from that place for it still stinks of death. I cried and I trembled with fear. That was the first time after so many years. In my elementary years, I have nightmares every night. Nightmares in which I can't escape. Can't call out for help. The reason why I can't sleep without the light on.It only stopped when I entered High School.

October, the whole month actually, I seem to have a dream of about a certain person. I didn't know what that meant. I always woke up confused and distraught. It seemed I was being haunted by a certain positive aura that even I can't grasp.

Last night, I dreamed that he came back to me. The meadow was so green. The weather was so bright and the most beautiful part was, he was there. he was actually there. Warm and full of energy. Alive and full of love. I wished for him to come back and so he did...in dreams...only in dreams..yes, in dreams...

In dreams anything can happen. In dreams a dead person or animal can come alive. In dreams...

I wish I could stay dreaming forever...
I wish I could stay with you forever...
Even though it's just a dream...

What about you out there?  Do you have dreams?